Plan International report

Ryan found a report from the Plan International website about child tobacco pickers in Malawi being poisoned from the exposure of extremely high levels of nicotine.  Plan International is a watchdog- their motto being "Promoting child rights to end child poverty."  Their report found that children as young as 5 years of age are working 12 hours a day on these tobacco farms without wearing protective clothing.  This is so sad...

Click HERE to read the article.  



A Sunday morning conviction

The kids have been sick... off and on since school has started.  The culprit seems to have been some cold virus that wouldn't quite go away.  Eventually, Sierra and Fulton both developed a sinus infection and Fulton also got tagged with a double ear infection from it.  But, yay for our doctors who love our kids.  I forget what a blessing a doctor is until someone gets sick.  Both kids are on the upside now.  Thank goodness Luken didn't catch it.  He had a runny nose for a few days, but that's it.  We did miss a couple of Sunday worships, and one morning, as the kids were napping, I became curious.  I was curious about what our neighbors were doing on their Sunday morning.  Our Sunday mornings are spent at church.  We look forward to Sunday- a day of worship and rest! I started looking out window, I even opened a few windows- it was a surprisingly cool morning, and this is what I saw:

Our elderly neighbors across the street were sitting on their front porch, just looking around. They do this quite often.    

Our neighbor directly across the street was wiping off his wife's truck, a really nice truck at that.  

His grandson, who lives across from us in the cove with his mom, girlfriend and baby daughter, was doing doughnuts around the large oak tree in their front yard with his 4-wheeler.  Dust was flying everywhere.  His small truck was parked in the grass of the side yard and 98.1 was blaring a Black Crowes song, "She talks to Angels".

Another neighbor's van wasn't there.  It is a Mexican-American family.  The husband just recently started waving to me and Ryan.  I use to wave all the time when they first moved in.  He never would wave back.  I was ready to give up, Ryan was persistent, He said that that means we need to wave even more.  Shame on me.  We cross paths with him during the day, taking and picking up our children to and from school.  I know he works nights, but I wonder where they were this particular Sunday morning?

All was quiet directly next door.  Their house caught fire from hot grease left on the stove about a year ago.  Between the fire, smoke and water damage, the house was deemed unlivable.  Their insurance got on the ball, though, and they were back in the house just after about 3 months.  Their daughter, her husband and their little girl live with the parents.  The daughter told me that, and I quote exactly what she told me..."about $30,000 of Nascar memorabilia was destroyed in the fire."  
God destroyed those idols.
I remember after the fire, the mom kept saying, "I thank God no one was hurt.  The house can be rebuilt, but once a person is gone, they're gone."

Directly behind us live our Puerto Rican-American neighbors.  All was quiet there.  The mom was recently laid off.  One of their two sons lives with them.  His tow truck was there, but there weren't any repo-ed cars around.  We have had up to 5 of them at one time- most of them parked on the street by our house.  They recently had a carport sale, and Sierra HAD to go see what she could buy.  Our Sierra loves... stuff.  I set off with her.  They were all outside and we got to talking.  The mom told me she noticed the For Sale sign in our yard and asked me why we were moving.  I suddenly felt giddy with excitement.  She opened the door for me to share- about where God is calling us!   I started talking about seminary, I explained what seminary was, what seminary was a school for... but once I started talking about Africa, the son immediately started shaking his head... "NO, NO, NO... why would you want to go there"....  I proceeded to tell him that we felt God calling us there, to serve Him and His people.  I told him my husband was wanting to teach African pastors.  The son could not comprehend.  He was in disbelief.  We had a good 30 minute, at least, conversation about this.  They were all asking many questions.  I pray the Lord planted a seed in them that day.  That they will see that we love our Lord and Savior and we are following Him to do His will, wherever He takes us!

My  neighborly curiosity got me thinking about why God had me home so much lately, besides the fact that my kids have been sick.  What was He showing me that particular morning?  I heard a woman say on 640 am "Wherever we are, God can reveal Himself to us. God puts us where we are by His appointing."  I don't know her name, but I wrote down what she said.  I came in on the last part of her talk, but she started talking about Paul.  She suggested perhaps his greatest ministry was when he was in jail, which is one of the bleakest, most desolate places.  Though I do not see my home as a bleak and desolate place, I realized that what I was seeing outside was.  Why were they all at home?  Do they not know the Lord?  

I suddenly felt so convicted.  We are planning and praying about moving to Jackson for seminary and then travel over 8000 miles away, to tell people in Africa about Jesus Christ.  Our first ministry should be our neighbors, shouldn't it??  We are where we are right now by God's will. I was convicted and I know what Ryan and I need to do: we need to invite our neighbors to church.   
 
   

The threshing and bruising of the corn

I recently read a book by Hannah Hurnard called Hinds' Feet on High Places.  It was one of the most encouraging books I have read, and it is now one of my all-time favorite books.  It is an allegorical story to our Christian walk with the Lord.  The main character's name is Much Afraid, and at one point on her walk with the Lord, He leads her down into the desert (Eygpt).  There Much Afraid saw a woman pounding bread corn with heavy stones.  She saw what a LONG process it was of pounding the bread corn by hand before a fine white powder was formed- which was the finished product and was now ready for use.  In the book, the Shepherd says to her "though corn bread is bruised, no one threshes it for ever, only until the bruised and broken grain is ready for its highest use."  This is exactly as the Lord does with us.  We are shaped and formed through trials and tribulations. But through heartbreak and loss, bruises and threshes, through our tears, He is making us into who He wants us to be.  And this continues through our entire life here.
As I was reading this section of the book, I immediately thought of the maize mills in Malawi.  I photographed one maize mill at the Selengo MOH center.  They had just installed a generator not long before we arrived, and this took so much of the work off of them.  Previous to the generator, the grinding of the maize was ALL done by hand!!  The generator was such a blessing to the fact that the fine white powder they used to make their staple, Nsima, was ground at a much faster rate and in much larger quantities.  Here are some images from the maize mill: 













Much Afraid at first didn't want to go down into the desert, as the path lead away from the high places.  But look at what the Lord showed her, what He taught her.  Later, Much Afraid says "You are my Shepherd whose voice I love to hear and obey, and that it is my joy to follow you.  You choose, my Lord, and I will obey."



An encouraging moment

We tend to get waves of feeling uncertain or... DOUBT... about all the things that have to happen before seminary next year.  It is so easy to let those feelings take over.  God usually never lets us feel that way for long.  He is so good.  One morning as Ryan was driving to work, he tuned in to Charles Stanley on 640 am.  Immediately upon tuning in, he heard Charles say (something very close to this... as Ryan remembers it...):

you're a 36 -year-old,  you have 3 kids, a house, a job, a car.  One day you come home and tell your wife you have a call to go into the ministry.  What do you have to do..... you have to sell your house, sell your car, you probably have to move to another city.  You have to rely on God for all these things to happen.  You have to rely on Him to pay for seminary, for the funds to come in, to get a job there to support your family.  It won't make sense by the world standards, the way the world thinks.  They will question you... Why, would you do this???  The math won't work, the math will never work, but with Him, it will work.  

Awesome!!  Ryan called me that morning after he heard this and was almost in tears.  This is EXACTLY our situation.  He really felt the Lord talking to him and encouraging him, and saying... yes, Ryan, this IS your path.  Walk in it!  How gracious the Lord is for His encouragement.

Rats on a Stick!

One of the specialty treats that is sold on the side of the roads are these toasty little critters.... rats on a stick.  Apparently the natives love this snack, but I could not do it.  Even the sight of the scorched rats made my tummy go upside down.  yuck.  The Malawians will light fires inthe many surrounding fields to chase the rats out of their burrows and catch them, then cook them up and sell them.  I saw them- mostly kids- doing exactly this as we drove back and forth from our MOH (Ministry of Hope) centers. The man holding this stick of rats was from a missionary family living on the ABC (African Bible College) campus, where we were staying.  He nibbled a tail.


God's work in Selengo

Selengo was my favorite feeding center.  This center fed the orphans of close to 100 surrounding villages!!  Yet, it seemed the cleanest, most well-kept and organized.  I've mentioned this before, but, I'll mention it again- one of the biggest blessing about this mission trip was the kids.  Reading the Gospel to them, talking to them, holding them, playing all kinds of games with them- soccer being one of them- was such a tremendous encouragement to them, and such a tremendous experience for all of us who went.  I have never met kids like these.  They are beautiful little souls who help to take care of each other, especially their siblings, who will sit and listen attentively, who eat with their hands, who play soccer with a ball made out of wrapped up plastic bags.  I drew pictures on a pad of paper for a crowd of kids and they told me how to say the things I drew in their native tongue, Chichewa. They laughed at my sorry little drawings.  God has given me a passion for photography, but free-hand drawing is not a talent I posses.  I laughed with them.  The fellowship with peoples from another land, another culture, another 'time' was touching to my soul.  I want to go back to tell them more about Jesus.  For it is not us (the missionaries) who convert when telling others about the redeeming blood of Jesus Christ, it is the work of the Holy Spirit.  Praise God for this.  How scary it would be if it were completely up to us.  God works in all things and through all things.  In John 14:15-18, Jesus says "If you love me, you will obey what I command.  And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Counselor to be with you forever- the Spirit of truth.  The world cannot accept him because it neither sees him nor knows him.  But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you.  I will not leave you as orphans, I will come to you."  How awesome to know that He is always with us.  He works through us for His glory and His will!
The team read the Bible stories and crafts with this center, as well as the medical mission and hygiene clinic.  I got to read scripture and pray with the older kids! (the picture of my group is the very last image in this post)  Ryan and Andy got to meet up with us at the end of the day, as they stayed at Katondo every day to work on the chicken house, but they joined us in playing with the kids, and of course, playing soccer, until it was time to go.  Nobody ever wanted to leave.  Leaving was the hardest part.



















The Family

Everyone is growing!  Sierra turned 7 this summer, Luken turned 3 months and Fulton will be 4 in a couple months!  It is amazing how fast time flies by and how these kids grow and change with each passing day.  Luken is smiling, cooing, rolling over and even scooting a bit when laying on his tummy.  He seems very determined and will most likely be a go- getter type of person.  His smiles make my heart melt and will turn any type of day into an even better one! Praise God for His wonderful blessings.  He has given me so much joy with my family. Here are some of the latest images of my loves: